This record is pure passion. Raw, noisy, gentle, tender, harrowing, transcendent. Above all, melodic, hook-laden, and lyrically evocative. No slick package of super-produced technical gloss, this is a human album of human invention. Reaching, soaring, grinding, roaring. Hi-Fi/Lo-Fi. Listen, think, and feel.
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released 04 November 2011
Scott Villard: Words, music, guitars, vocals, keys, programming.
Night all around you
you’re still waiting for the sun
and so you drive
and so you drive away
Nothing ever seems right
doubting that the day will ever come
and so you drive
and so you’re driving me away
I know where you are ‘cause I’ve been there, too
think it’s gone and there’s nothing you can do
like you’re all alone but it’s not true
‘cause I still love you
Whenever you are feeling low
look in your heart there’s still a glow
protect that light and let it grow
fight for your life, don’t let it go
Stuck in the shadows
nothing left to save or defend
and so you drive
and so you drive away
Don’t believe a word
but I’d stay with you to the end
and still you drive
and still you’re driving me away
I know where you are ‘cause I’ve been there, too
think it’s gone and there’s nothing you can do
like you’re all alone but it’s not true
‘cause I still love you
Whenever you are feeling low
look in your heart there’s still a glow
protect that light and let it grow
fight for your life, don’t let it go
Night all around you
you’re still waiting for the sun
and so you drive
and so you drive away
Nothing ever seems right
thinking ‘bout the world to come
and so you drive
and so you’re driving me away
Know what we got, know what we got it for
We got the music, got it down to the core
We take the rhythm, take it to the street
Get on the pulse and then we ride the beat
Fire up the current, see what’s in store
Follow the flow as we start to explore
We’re gonna say what we want to say
And all our troubles gonna fade away
This song parade
Is for friends and lovers
Sisters, brothers
A sound arcade
You can come inside
Surrender to the beat
Spin up the melody and break it on down
Fill in the harmony and turn it all around
So let it move you, make you feel the heat
You move your body and you move your feet
This song parade
Is for friends and lovers
Sisters, brothers
A sound arcade
You can come inside
Surrender to the beat
This song parade
Is for friends and lovers
Sisters, brothers
Color and shape
When you close your eyes
Surrender to the beat
The battered leaves are falling free
surrendered by the broken tree
they fly in tatters over me
when the moon comes, all will flee
when the moon comes, all will flee
The night-bird cries inside my head
longing for its starry bed
and grieving for the life it's led
and the moon comes, bloody red
and the moon comes, bloody red
And the moon comes on a black sea
And no one can save me now
The clouds retreat and come apart
but leave a shadow on my heart
a gray tableau of bitter art
when the moon comes, the end will start
when the moon comes, the end will start
And the moon comes on a black sea
And no one can save me now
The heavens glide across the span
set adrift without a plan
blinded to the plight of man
but the moon sees all in its scan
but the moon sees all in its scan
And the moon comes on a black sea
And no one can save me now
What's your number?
What's your name?
Why did you come here?
To stick your fingers in the flame?
You stand around now
You wait all day
You wear it on your sleeve
But patience doesn’t always pay
And then she turns
To face the lamplight
You feel the burn
And then she fades into the night
You want to play a part in someone else’s game
And now you’re stuck there standing in the cold rain
You try again and in the end it’s all the same
And now you’re stuck there standing in the cold rain
And now you’re stuck there standing in the cold rain
And now you’re stuck
So what's your number?
So what's your name?
Why do you come here?
There’s nothing for you anyway
You want to play a part in someone else’s game
And now you’re stuck there standing in the cold rain
You tried again and in the end it’s all the same
And now you’re stuck there standing in the cold rain
And now you’re stuck there standing in the cold rain
And now you’re stuck there standing in the cold rain
Standing in the cold rain
Standing in the cold rain
In the cold rain
Sometimes the four walls really close in on you
Sometimes it all comes crashing down
Sometimes your direction is no longer true
Sometimes you’ve lost all that you’ve found
Sometimes your uncertainties loom over you
Sometimes you are crushed to the ground
Sometimes you will doubt all the things that you knew
Sometimes all your thoughts are unsound
Sometimes all your thoughts are unsound
Cracked up
and shaking
Shut out
and coming undone
Blocked in
and breaking
Fell through
A hole in the sun
Nobody can see what you most want to show
Nobody can miss what you hide
There’s no one to help when you stagger from blows
Nobody to stand by your side
Nobody recalls anything that you say
Nobody remembers your face
There’s no one to hold at the end of the day
Nobody to fill in the space
Nobody to fill in the space
Cracked up
and shaking
Shut out
and coming undone
Blocked in
and breaking
Fell through
A hole in the sun
So now the four walls really close in on you
and now it all comes crashing down
The things you believed in were clearly untrue
Rise up to the beat and the sound
Rise up to the beat and the sound
In the summer
Of our happiness
The time flowed ever onward
Treasured moments
Of impermanence
That brought us together
Never promises
Just things we’d try to hold to
In the autumn
Gathering small regrets
We tended the garden
Petals falling
Always coloring
Our vision in endings
Didn’t know what made you cry
Just a memory now
There’s nothing I can hold to
But I wonder why
As I keep on getting older
It’s forever days gone by
In the winter
Drawn in loneliness
You stood at the window
I could see you
Your fading silhouette
And then it was over
I was calling out your name
And it’s all gone now
There’s nothing I can hold to
Did I really try?
Were there things I should have told you?
Yes it’s all gone now
All I want to do is hold you
And I wonder why
As I keep on getting older
It’s forever…forever days gone by
In the springtime
Crouching in the rain
Among all the flowers
Beds of violets
And blooms of hyacinths
Recalling forever days gone by
Track Name: Bonus Track: It Was Always Goodbye With You
You carried a look like a beaten-up stray
With an end-of-the-line point of view
And a head full of secrets you’d never betray
From that troubled debut
It was always goodbye with you
I tried to reach out in a genuine way
Though motives are hard to construe
I wanted to hear what you needed to say
But I failed to see all the clues
That it was always goodbye with you
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye to you
I fell in love with the songs that you’d play
With a voice that could cut me in two
From the very first tone to the final decay
Every last note of it true
But it was always goodbye with you
So goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye to you
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye to you
I realize no one is here to stay
We’re all just passing on through
We stumble through life on our feet of clay
Then spirit off into the blue
And good friends are precious and few
‘Cause people may come, but they’ll leave you, too
And it was always goodbye with you
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye to you
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye to you
So make your departure without delay
There’s nothing more that I can do
Go on as the darkness eclipses the day
No need for another adieu
Or hear my last goodbye to you
When it was always goodbye with you
Track Name: Bonus Track: Save Me, O Superman (demo)
Superman gets up and he puts on his clothes
Leaps buildings, but what does he know
About the dreams and plans of the ordinary man?
But he was let go from his newspaper job
Crawled inside a bottle and sobbed
Cursed those who gained from causing him pain
for profit’s sake
And Superman is starting to look more like me
Gets run down continually
By life’s frequent trials until he can’t see
What little light’s left in the land of the free
Can you save me? Can you still save me?
O Superman
Well, Superman walked home through three feet of snow
In a blizzard wind twenty below
He’s stiff and he’s tired, sits down to the fire
Then the neighborhood became quiet and calm all around
And the driveway still buried in mounds
All he had done was coming undone
and the universe might yet make it worse
And Superman is starting to sound more like me
Gets discouraged so easily
By life’s frequent heartbreaks until he can’t breathe
So little sense left in the land of the free
Can you save me? Can you still save me?
O Superman
And they make
Ignorance an object of pride
And difference they just can’t abide
Go back to your planet, we don’t need your kind!
Like a good man, he tried to do everything right
To see colors, not just black and white
But now fact’s become fiction, and truth a dereliction
from ideology and political purity
And Superman is trying to be more like me
Only certain of uncertainty
Clearing out all false clarity
And though life’s beat me down I’ve got to believe
If you give what you can, you may find what you need
A little compassion in the land of the free
Can I save you? Can you save me?
Can I save you, and can you still save me?
O Superman